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I got some rest today and even a nap. I’ve been managing my dogs diet closely and have decided to make an appointment for her tomorrow. I’m doing better than I think because I’ve gotten her to eat a few meals and definitely increased her calorie intake. She gets fresh filtered water every day. And… Read more

I see that I’ve written this year. I don’t remember ever posting. I remember the peace of January, then the darkness that bled into all of March. From last November onward I’d been working on healing myself physically. I also confronted my depression by finally addressing it with an anti depressant. Maybe that’s why I… Read more

February was rough but look we made it! We didn’t exactly make every shift but we sure did make extra. The 3 week mild depression is over. I’m making it done by sleeping. I said work is the safest place to be. And I’m balancing that out with days in between and also four hour… Read more

I love my innocence. I love my sweetness. The past doesn’t matter. The only thing that should matter about the past is the lessons we learn and the takesaways we can do to be a better person. I’m adopting this frame of mind and currently using it through my health journey. As of now, I… Read more

Growth can be quiet. It’s the first 9 days of the year. I quietly put in overtime at work and learned new things. I began a walking routine my doctor suggested. I didn’t miss any health appointments. I’m in touch with all my providers. I lowered my internet bill. I began eating a healthy, varied… Read more

Today Hybe announced tour dates for the guys’ comeback and I can’t have this be my whole identity. If I let it, this year will suck me into overworked and thinking 24/7 and I can’t have that. I get it. It’s a huge and humongous deal. It’s just that I’m easily stressed, my nervous system… Read more

I must confess on this last day of December that I don’t remember much of this year. Things happened, I traveled, so many relatives stayed in our home, I made a lot of money. I spent a lot of money. I had the perfect hassle free vacation in Dallas with my chingu. I went on… Read more