All my posts thus far have been written in song-prompt form, taken from TXT’s ACT:Lovesick tour. I’ve finished 23 out of 25 title tracks! I’m almost done with their series. 🙂

But TXT’s final two song (prompts) are hefty titles. So those two posts I’m working on with zeal, and they may not be published any time soon. Please look forward to it!

Here is a refreshing interlude. A break and a rant. Nothing too serious. Just me writing down my goals because it’s good to do that!

They say that it helps to write down goals. I have a few now that my life is ready to be living.

I’ve struggled with weight, finances, and relationships all under the looming shadow of illness. I think these are world-wide struggles that many of us experience, so I’m not alone. We’re in it together.

And some of us have handicaps (things that make living harder than the average person). So I’m even more proud of us for achieving goals despite our setbacks. My worst setback has been my chronic illnesses. But I’ve incorporated that into my life and I’m learning to function with it. It’s not looming over me like it did before. I’m aware, I’m managing the best I can, and that’s all that matters.

I dip when it dips. Until then I make the most of my remissions. How has life been? Pretty good. I’m blessed to be currently living in this balloon of peace. I have minimal stressors, minimal obligations, and minimal expectations. I’m living the relaxed-dream.

I thought I should start doing my best to achieve my goals while the environment is conducive to it. It’s harder when the whirlwind of stress sucks you in right? I’m using paradise to plan and enjoy moving forward.

I talk as if I haven’t been at my best during my worst. Maybe not. But I try, yanno? I had a lot of sick days that I used to cope as best as I could. I did something, not nothing.

It’s just that now I’m feeling better, I can hopefully devote some of my new-found motivation into inching forward in life.

Let me stress that I’m happy. So I don’t want to stress myself out too much when it comes to attaining my goals. It’s work, yes. But does it have to be? Yoongi once said this:

So yeah, I’d like to enjoy dating. I want to enjoy making money in my wonderfully understanding and well-paying job. I want to enjoy taking care of myself and losing weight. Things come easily when we enjoy things. Well said, Yoongles.

So yeah. One may say that I’m entering the Jeonin period of my life. It’s time to start being good at being good.

Whatever it is, I’ll try my best.

Gnight world.

I love you forever my parents. I love you forever my dog. That is all. What a better night can there be for me? (Orgasms. Ha!)

Fr. Zzz.