How is it December 4 already? I flew into my hometown and saw all the Christmas lights. My Thanksgiving was an alternative holiday (we flew to Vegas and ate cheap mall food), so perhaps that threw off my sense of time. No turkey, no Black Friday. Just sleep and dealing with the pain in my… Read more

What the hell is this Blue that’s trying to take over me? It’s like a creeping shadow that has the urge to overtake me again. And for no good reason at all. (Not that I want to give it ‘a reason’. My life is fine thank you). Could it be my brain chemicals doing the… Read more

As an ARMY I used to have questions like “can you read musical notes?” And “what is the process from start to end of making a song?” Now I have other questions. Let me preface this by saying: It must be hard, living in the limelight and never being able to show any side of… Read more

D.D. Dopaminergic Disturbances I have someone, I want someone else. The universe is asking me to make up my mind. Jung Kook Jeon, I choose you. As it stands, I can’t even afford to buy flowers for Algernon! Read more

It really is. It smells so thick that it makes me slightly dizzy with sleep. But the smell is a aromatic scent. My candle smells more like a weak cup of hot chocolate than it does a latte. I’m very pleased with the display. It’s not noticeable in the picture above, but the orange flames… Read more

I took a coding class once, a long long time ago. Maybe it was that class that taught me the power of 0 and 1. Our brains assign events as simply 0 (not worthy of note) and 1 (salient). This process is how we make sense of the world, and numbers is how we survive.… Read more