Today will be my last day of insomnia. I promise that after today I will give into my melatonin and stop being a behavioral drag. At first I thought I was prodromal-hypo-symptomatic. But now my sleep meds work and I’m still fighting it. It’s me. I’m the drama. According to The Big Bang TV show,… Read more

I’ve been having a writers block, that’s more akin to a writer’s STOP. A year ago I began this ‘firework endeavor’ to write a story (which is now nearing about 1000 + pages and in its conclusion stages). But I have to admit that I’ve lost steam. I’m on writing on Empty. Life happened, my… Read more

I was in the middle of doing my 3, 6, 9 affirmations when I stepped back and read what I was writing. I’ve said before that words can be magic. I believe it. On a physical plane, words are written to memorize lyrics, write laws, document history, explain the roles of a job, educate people… Read more

Preface: this is a banal post that you should probably dismiss. Do you know that one poem that Edgar Alan Poe wrote when he was going crazy over a noise? Yes, that’s been me for the past half hour. I was ready to get into bed at an insomnia-approved hour when this squeaking noise began.… Read more

Hello yellow blossomed flower. You are the dearest cherry blossom of my heart. And my constant lily in the rain. I love you in the quiet of the night. When I breathe deeply, it’s because I want to breathe in our memories together. When I wrap my legs around my pillow it’s because I miss… Read more

42 must mean something special, because it’s been 42 days since I’ve been injured and I have another 42 days until I return to the working class. I really wanted to go back to work early because I need (need need) the money. But there are other things that I need, need, need to resolve:… Read more

Doesn’t it feel like a wonderful thing? By that I mean, taking a pen and paper and actually writing to someone feels wonderful. I think it feels like the most wonderful thing to take a pen and physically write a note someone. Who writes love letters these days? I do. And I will continue. I… Read more