My spoken words are ever rarely silky. They sometimes are. This is me being me, or trying to vocalize the best me I can be! There’s no real preface to it, other than me intending to narrate my written entry and it becoming tangential. I’m practicing “speaking my voice”. Enjoy. This is my truth. Read more

The themes of circular life events and ghosting have arisen due to someone from my past and someone from my present: both are previous boyfriends. My end goal is to move forward. I initially thought moving forward means making a clean cut: forget and block (not block, but not respond.) Then my cousin surprised me.… Read more

It’s audio mode. Fare night Read more

No really. What?! People were telling me yesterday that someone was going to pop out of no where to give me a message. Apparently this someone is going to be from my past. Pop he did. OUT OF NO WHERE. I call him Jack because in my dementia-ridden state I’m sure he’ll be the one… Read more

I usually shop online as part of my dopamine-serotonin therapy. But I looked at all outlets: Weverse, Amazon, and temu. I found nothing pressing of note. I have everything I want and need. I even have a boyfriend. And my family. Now an extra dog addition to the family. My job who takes it easy… Read more

Why has my brain been screaming to sleep and yet here I am with you. It is Anxiety low key manifesting itself in habitual insomnia. I have work tomorrow. I don’t want to call off. But I feel sick. Legitimately ill. It’s not my ankle, it’s my brain. Yoongi would probably tell me to take… Read more