Time is priceless, time is money, time can be spent well or wasted. Time moves forward whether you decide to spend it or waste it. This is the life long lesson that until now I see that I struggle with. It isn’t just my illness placing a veil over my sense of time. It’s also… Read more

I wish I could turn back time. Jimin Park is responsible for the three plus years (almost four) of my direct happiness. I was introduced to BTS because of his pure talent and stage presence. After JIMIN I began to know everyone too, on a more intimate level. I decided who I liked, who I… Read more

People think he has depression. I don’t know if he does, or if it’s anxiety. Anyway he’s my main image here because well, it’s a Segway into my commentary about The Forces of Nature. Mind, Soul, and Body. Mind Back in 2020 I had an experience of feeling like I wasn’t breathing enough oxygen. I… Read more

Seokjin is an onion. He’s many things. And one thing he emphasizes is showing everyone his bright side and not any dark side. The other members have commented that he’s more like Yoongi at home. I get it. The moon isn’t always bright. It can be dark too. He might even have feelings concurrent to… Read more

I’ve decided that I’m not allowed to binge or watch an episode of Bridgerton until I can effectively take care of myself. Episode one: Coming out of the Shadows by Namjooning Coming out of the shadows is a monumental step. I’ve been in the blackness for so long that there isn’t really a “shadow” to… Read more

Well at least it isn’t black. I woke up today not as well as yesterday, and I decided to move forward with a project I planned to do years ago. I also wanted to ask myself: can you make art when you’re depressed? My painting is one solid block of mauve with my hand print… Read more