Yesterday was September first and it started with a blood stained pillow. We had to reroute our drive because I missed a stop (which ended in beautiful scenery). I got upset and frustrated about my dad insisting on bringing his heavy bag, which resulted in his exhaustion. Then we lost each other. I didn’t spend… Read more

Sailor Saturn is the harbinger of destruction. According to astrology, it’s Pluto that brings about death and rebirth, and the destruction of certain aspects, people, and things in one’s life. I’ve heard that Pluto is moving to Capricorn, and that has a direct rocky effect for Aries. From my knowledge it means that I will… Read more

The sound of a cluster of trees blowing in the wind sounds just like the waves crashing into shore. Have you ever done first life things? The term is coined under the assumption that we live multiple lives; basically reincarnation. While I don’t know about that, I do know that this is my life. And… Read more

Fuck that. And fuck my mindset that I need to personally search for someone. I’m the damn flower here! And I’m done with my pick-me pebbling gift giving attitude. I don’t chase, I attract. And I know who I want, and what kind of person I want and deserve. Mikrokosmos didn’t raise no B. Namjoon,… Read more

I just realized that this is the year of the dragon. I’ve been in a dragon pit. First the great doom, then being pushed into a whirlwind. It’s august 15, and I’m only now truly finding peace. I realize there’s so much to do! I have language classes, music lessons, vocal practice, painting, crochet, embroidering,… Read more

I rarely acknowledge my own biological age but here is a review of the 1999 movie; cruel intentions. I was a little kid when it first came out and I thought they were so cool and complicated. I just watched this as a woman in her 30s. Boy was it shallow. But maybe it’s meant… Read more