I do have lucky girl syndrome and I finally get what it means to manifest (combined with being a good person).

I secured VIP SOUND CHECK SEND OFF tickets to Hobi’s concert. I didn’t expect to be center nearly front row! BOTH days he was here. And then Barricade! I didn’t expect to be barricade and touching his whole hand, along with getting signatures twice in a row!!! I also got a video and interactions.

So manifesting is really about telling yourself what you want, not overthinking about it at all or repeating how badly you want it (those starving emotions are negative), not forecasting or daydreaming.

To elaborate: this experience was different from the other times I struggled getting to BTS due to wanting something so bad that I constantly thought about chasing it. This time I didn’t really think at all! I approached my wants with “I would love it if I got to touch his hand. It would make my experience complete if I got a video of him. I’m not going to think about it though. And I’m genuinely not expecting (instead passively waiting), not forecasting (which gives desperation) or even allowing myself to want it desperately.

I just said “if it happens it happens if not I’ll still be happy!” I think this shift in my energy is what allowed the miracles to happen. I vibed at the concert and I manifested really well!

I prepared really well. I bought a pen and printed a funny Walgreens pic, expecting and hoping I would get an autograph. I bought I new phone to catch hd cameras. I set myself up to win!

And I went for it.

And I won

It’s about hoping, and letting it go! And it’s also about being prepared for it to happen. And then— you take your shot when you can and you get it. That’s your part in the equation. All this is what matters. A lot of it was already said but I hope this helps the reader.

So more about my awesome day:

The second day was my actual miracle day that I got the tickets for. It all started with knowing what I want and going for it. I just knew it and put myself first. My iPhone 13 (and not any other extra laptops or screens) is what bought me my VIP 1 seat!

Getting ready in the morning was a lot less hectic and more smooth. I knew my makeup routine. And I just eased through it. Even getting there on time was good.

A serendipity was running into my friend Les, who was farther up the line and so I didn’t have to wait! I got to wait in a shorter line, and it was amazing that we ran into each other! Imagine out of the thousands os people there, it was her and it was easy.

I was thinking the other day how nice it would be to have an extra vip set. As soon as I entered the venue they were being chaotic and so I went for it. I felt back in line and it worked! I secured an extra gift for my friend!

Another nice surprise was sitting next to chill girls, and it allowed my experience to be just vibing. We ate pretzels, relaxed, and just vibed. This was the first time I wasn’t rushing or hectic, and it even felt like a long time before the concert started!

And then there was the concert. I had absolutely amazing views with the camera I prepared. I was showered with confetti which of course I will share! My views were so perfect that I didn’t need barricade, I was actually comfy in my assigned seat (which is basically barricade row 3 aisle seat 1!)

BUT I WENT FOR IT.

During one of the songs I rushed into barricade and I got to hold his hand (for a while and I felt his ring!!) I really went for it and I won! It happened twice!! (Three times with the finger yesterday).

Everything about the concert is amazing. He starts of with his own songs, eases us into Sweet Dreams and Mona Lisa before he non stop fucks our ears no breaks no water. Like damn. That was such a fun concert!!! NO BREAKS hard on it!

Here are some highlights!

(Vids of fave video)

I took a ton of videos and vibed out presently. And toward the end of the show I rushed up again and got to see him even more up close (1 person behind). I realized I didn’t need to because I already have everything I want.

So on to SEND OFF

And I didn’t struggle for it. I was blessed and I’m so thankful for that. The other girls were understandably anxious about it. I just kept telling them not to worry and not to expect anything. I did my duty and just chilled and didn’t think too much about it. I remember thinking “it would make my night perfect if I met him and got a video, but if it doesn’t happen so what?”. Then I remember thinking that I should have both a video and an autograph.

So what happened was this:

After the show they sent us all up to section 108 and seated everyone in rows. I got separated by one row to my crew. The next person I sat with was a Filipina. We were just talking when WE WERE CHOSEN by staff to go second to the meeting place!!! I automatically knew that I would be barricade, front row, in front of Hobi.

I wasn’t nervous this time around. I was excited but my heart wasn’t afib’ing the way it did when I first saw him during my first send off. This time he just came to me. And I know that he doesn’t sign or take videos with every person…. But deep down I knew I was going to go for it.

And I did. I showed Jung Hoseok my camera and Jung Hoseok took my phone and made a video! He touched my phone. I’m proud to say he’s the first man to take a video on my phone. My phone case is super precious. Later I got vids that showed he was touching my fingers. I even have a picture of him as my screen saver and his actual voice in my phone as my text tone!

It all happened so fast. My point of view was handing him my phone, him grasping it, and a quick video. Impression? He’s shorter in person! I think we’re the same height, or he’s a few inches taller than me. I tried to get my photo signed too but he moved to the next person as he should have…. BUT I ENDED UP GETTING WHAT I WANTED ANYWAY!

I got blessed a second time because I took my shot again when Hobi went to sign the Filipinas’ premium photo and her pen didn’t work. I stuck out my hand and kept saying “Hobi Hobi this pen works!!” And what do you know— my aura worked out and out of all the pens he chose mine and since he was signing with that pen, I shot my shot a second time…. And he ended up signing a second autograph for me.

While Hobi was signing my picture I took my chance to tell him so many things. I just remember Hobi looking down smiling serenely as he signed my pen. It’s good he heard my voice. Even if he didn’t get all of it. Hobi heard me.

And how do I feel? I mean, there was never a fear in me that I wouldn’t get what I wanted. I didn’t think about it at all. And when the opportunity came I grabbed it. And I got what I wanted.

It’s a core expectation that you could get something, plus the lack of a thought that you “can’t”.

“Can’t” and “won’t” are a whole vibrational difference apart. I recognized the possiblity that I “won’t” get it (either yes or no that’s just reality) but I never recognized that I “can’t” get it (hard no). In fact I never ruled it out! I think that’s an ingredient in manifesting what you want. Never tell yourself you can’t have and do something. Just say you either will or you won’t, but you hope to! And then take action when you see the opportunity!

It’s energy energy energy.

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AND THIS IS HOW I TRAVELED TO NEW YORK TO MEET SEOKJIN KIM

Everything is really working out for me

You take your shot when you can:

It’s a Monday. Natalie vetos my day off request but I magically get sent to do lunches in Angel’s room. Angel needs Monday off and is poised to work my Thursday. The switch is made and approved. I now have all the days to meet Jin all off. Smooth like butter. Phone call to hotel is quick, booking is quick. Smooth like butter. I had downtime at work so I was able to put in a free entry. Smooth like butter. My passport card arrived today, just in time. Effortless. I have a packing plan and I have a church plan. Done.

It’s a Tuesday

It’s a Wednesday

It’s a SATURDAY⭐️