I know the guys would be SO proud of me. They’re coming back to a healthier, happier, more stable, plus-time working, on-time sleeping, peaceful, puja breathing, early riser me. I’m thriving!

In every sense of the word I’m thriving. I’m breaking down the barriers at work, learning, and racking up Benjamin’s.

I’m taking showers with blessed water, moisturizing, and doing more. With more. I’m even praying and communing with God.

Literally, they came back to a better me. And yes— there is room and space to elevate as always. But I’m so proud to say that they came back to a better me.

I worked as hard as they did. I’m focused. I’m doing so well. And I feel almost teary eyed that we’ve all come this far. So far. I’m so blessed that they were able to come back to a me version that is totally and utterly who I am on the inside. The essence of me. The best part of me.

And for a while Jung Kook, Namjoon, Jimin, Jin, Hobi, Taehyung and Yoongi were the best part of me. And now I’m ready to integrate myself into the best parts of me. My self. The essence of me and who I am, and how I fit into my own world. How I create it. How I fill in the spaces and take on the gaps. How I decide what do to and when. How I decide on my elevation. I get to choose. I get full autonomy. Under God.

I’m so thankful, and it only gets better from here on out.

My moment has begun!

And it all begins with a much deserved VACATION. I’ve earned all my days off, and my plan is literally to just be mindful and have no plan. It’s honestly going to be the best ever. My boys are home. I’m home. We’re home together. It’s the greatest.

It’s also FESTA week, and I’m definitely participating in everything related to my world. That includes catching up with the guys, blasting from the pasting, seeing my friends, doing activities, talking to people I love, partying, sleeping, being leisurely and enjoying the sun.

I really truly deserve this. Truly.

I’m back!!!! I’m blessed and I am back.

We’re back. My guys and me!!!!

Because of you, I became me. I now have emotions. I became me, so I’m me.

Now I’m me. So let’s begin again 🙂 Let’s fly!!