Why, out of all the people in my church, and not-meeting this girl through church—- did I have to make a friend who’s an ARMY… that’s now dating my ex-boyfriend’s brother, who according to her is just-now married.

Why? I found out the day Capricorn left whatever constellation for good. Maybe it’s not Capricorn: it’s whatever planet moving away from a destructive 16 year cycle that’s gone. I would’ve never known he was married if not for her.

I haven’t really processed it, and maybe because there isn’t much that’s process-able. I think she was sent into my life to bring me the message that my old life is gone. And that’s what the completion of this 2008 cycle is, right?

The old me who is dead and gone.

A few days later and I am reaffirming my own peace. I have complete peace and 0 stress from trying to fit myself into a non-compatible relationship. That was a grinder, wasn’t it?

Anyway I’ll just answer the why: it’s a serendipitous connection to herald all old connections invalid.

Astrologically, “pluto leaving Capricorn” is going to take until November 18. So does that mean more upheaval? More closure?

Because there’s things (people) and also limiting beliefs I need to process out of me. I’ve been rotting in bed for a few days, because my energy hasn’t been in it. I should be more intentional. Like, really excavate my feelings. That’s work.

Work nonetheless. I want to be living my life now… kinda like a dragon coming out of its egg. I’m all slimy but it’s the process.

Intentional.

It’s time Serendipity began working in my favor — directly towards my pleasure and desires and happiness.

The new me: salient, conscious, aware, in control, protective, self loving