He’s a mirage. And I hate to say this about a real human being that I’ve met in 3D. But I know he’s a mirage because when I talk to him, he oozes charm and like-ability. He presents a soothing voice and the opportunity to walk on a thin rope of mimicking a relationship. Beyond that, is pain.

I’m glad I got out of it when I did. I’m thankful to my mind protecting my heart and realizing how vulnerable I can be.

Namjoon you are so real that I would feel you even if you were a two dimensional monochromatic still-life image caught in time and stuck on paper. You are my destination and my home.

I never waiver in the belief that Namjoon and Jung Kook would make me so happy. When asked my type, it’s them (with a hint of JIMIN). I’m resonating higher vibrations and thus higher quality men.

You’ll come for me. Soon enough.