I haven’t left my house in a few days. I’m not depressed, I just didn’t do it. So now I am out and about, standing right outside a Starbucks and not entering because the weather feels pleasantly chill and the sun is out.

So now I am blogging. How am I? I’m okay. This is maybe my third to fourth day of sleep training. Last night after I took my pills I just gave into it and was dozing by 11.

My parents are being so supportive of a healthy diet. It’s just me that has to get back on board. So I’m not ordering bread anymore. Maybe cheese and fruit paired with vanilla orchid tea.

This is my December vacation. I had plans to ice skate but I’m cancelling them. I also want to go to Aurora’s kindlemart tomorrow. What else? I was crafting all day. Today my hands weren’t cooperating with crocheting. So I’ve decided to take a break from crafting all together.

They say that having a physical hobby is good for you. I don’t have or want a gym membership, but I have plenty at home to exercise to. I’ve been stagnant and so it’s probably good to ease into in by cleaning.

I’m also trying to be consistent with my face care routine. It’s hard because some days I just don’t feel like washing my face. But I do the next best thing anyway.

It’s December and the sun feels so good out. It feels good enough to walk around but for some reason I’m getting unsafe vibes from the park. I have the option to walk to target or something. There’s nothing at target that I want. And also, I don’t have spendable money.

What else is there to say?