The year is about to end and I’ve gone reverse with my sleeping habits. I stayed up all night to binge a TV show, and it happened again (I can’t remember what I did). It affected my mood and I started to dip. Luckily we went Apple picking and it kept me afloat.

I gave up on stressing about sleep. 2022 was all stress and fight. I’m glad I had it under control for a moment in time. Jimin released his documentary last night but I didn’t get to watch it with him because I was sleeping. Ironic.

So for the past two days I’ve been sleeping until 4 or 5 PM. I think I’m channeling JIMIN on his off days. Right now I feel ok. I woke up around 330.

I don’t have much to say. I asked myself a few days ago how I would like the rest of this year to go. I’d like to do a soft reset. I’d like to send off all my love letters. I’d like to make money. I’d like to level my sleep again. I’m not asking for a big transformation. It’d be nice, but part of me gave up on that too.

Yoongi says it’s unnatural to stay the same, and that people change. I’m unnatural. At least it takes an unnatural event to change me. So sleep and me, are at peace now because I gave up.

I don’t know. I guess I’ll keep at it.

2023.