I went to sleep feeling bad this morning. I stayed up late last night, and was in the slightly sad and blue mode. I wrote about my feelings on Weverse and received encouraging messages from ARMY. Words of Affirmation are my love language.

So you can imagine how I felt and how much I cried to this. The tears wouldn’t fall down, but the catharsis was triggered.

Here is a frame by frame of his loving message:

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The following is a full quotation (because I love this and I love him):

“Don’t get sick!! Be happy. ☺️ You have to work hard at being happy, okay? You have to find that happiness yourself. Don’t lose yourself. YOU THE MAIN CHARACTER OF YOUR LIFE. Okay? Araso?” – Jeon Jung Kook

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The following is the most realistic video because it’s corrected, to provide you both accurate video and audio:

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I went on his actual live and found this..it’s more sobering, and I think he’s getting to the heart of what’s hurting me. This is black, which is more Koo than Koo can be

I don’t know how to feel about this. I’m just—going to take the first piece of advice.

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More later..