I like books. I like writing. I love BTS. I find that I love indulging in these three when I let go of the sense of time. For example, I’m tempted to deep dive into BTS’ history because I’m reading their ten year anniversary book which chronicles their year by year journey.

I tried. I watched 22 Bangtan Bombs before I started getting sick of it. Then I skipped to BWL era. So that’s my lesson folks: when it comes to reading, writing, and BTS— you’ll enjoy it more if you just write whatever you want to write, start another book when you haven’t finished the last four, and write about whatever you wish to write about. Start writing your chapter 40 first, sort of vibe.

So that’s me: I’m timeless, or rather I choose to pick a time. And I think for the rest of this year I’m choosing 26. I’m ten years older, but I can re-live this era by being (matching) healthy, “making it right”, and just glowing young.

When you’re in your 20s anything is possible. I want anything to still be possible for me.

I’m done struggling for now.