Maybe to fall is part of the process. This whole time I’ve been focused on juggling my goals, with viewing dropping as an inevitability.

But what about choosing to fall? In this case I didn’t go to church and I called off of work because I need to slow down. Maybe I need a break from the juggling, and I just need to store these five balls somewhere safe while I retreat and rest.

That’s what it is really, I’m intentionally resting because my plot line is everything everywhere all at once.

Tomorrow I’m going to continue reading HP. No doubt I’m going to wake up feeling like shit because it’s almost 2 and I’m still up.

But we’ll flow with that. Water, Tylenol, naps, rest, self care, nutritious diet, unplugging from ig, plugging back into myself and doing things that rejuvenate and bring me complete rest.

So that I can get up and do my best again.