I want to have a BTS DAY where all I do is soak up content and be happy. But I have work tomorrow and a full schedule on Friday so I can’t do that. Or can I? What would the guys say if I asked them if I should pull a hooky?

Taehyung would tell me to cut corners when I can. He would tell me to show up, but take every chance to live outside the norm.

Namjoon would remind me of my goals. Work hard now for the big payoff. Hobi is my goal. I want to be rich like Hobi.

Jimin would tell me to work hard at my vision. Jimin would tell me to put in the work. Jimin would tell me to be at 100. JIMIN would tell me to perfect my craft.

Yoongi would remind me that having fun makes for better work. He’d ask me about what little things make me happy. And I’d say writing about my good memories. Then he’d say be responsible. Work, but do happy things at times of relaxation. Just make sure you’re steady working. You don’t always have to be 100. You can just show up, and that would be enough.

Jin— he’d say take a day off and play video games or do whatever you want. I think if he thinks that it’s beneficial for me, he’d tell me to go ahead and do the hooky.

Jung Kook just lives for the moment. He’s an early riser, so I should be too. He wouldn’t have an answer if I asked him whether or not I should go to work. He works hard and he plays hard. There’s nothing more to it.

And me? I’d say sleep as soon as possible. This dialogue in my head isn’t helpful.

I can show up for myself by showing up to sleep, to eating right, to working on my wealth, and spiritually showing up to church.

I’ll take on Koo’s mindset and not think too much.

I’ll take V’s mindset and keep in mind the pleasures I want to do, and do them when there’s a good opportunity. So I’ll plan for a BTS day on 07/31. Nothing will stop me then. I’ll also plan for a BTS half-day sometime this weekend. Like Tae says, fit it in.

Wont I be so proud of myself if I keep up with my health kick? I’m already proud that I’m improving with my wealth by setting goals and budgeting.

I’ll be so proud of myself if I go to work tomorrow and show up at church too. I’ll be proud of myself for living parts of my life and growing to be responsible.

BTS day can wait for a more opportune time! I am evolving. I am thinking. I am doing when I can do. I am proud of myself