Jimin’s song is obviously about drugs, but it can also refer to something as vague as Distraction. I’ll quote some lyrics out of order, but they resonate with me anyway.

“I’m feeling so alive wasting time. Tell me, will I find myself when I go too far? I’m out of my mind. Each night you spin me up high, emotions on ice. Can you help me numb the pain?”

This is a genius song.

I personally apply it to my writing; which is my life’s work and something I’d rather be doing. I’d rather be lost in my own light.

There’s a certain level of Picasso-crazy I have to reach in order to chug out the magical level writing of my past. I’m very close to concluding my story, but I need energy and love to do it. I need…someone.

I want to do it. I want to live this life I’ve written, like crazy.