Have you ever peeped into someone’s life and it’s a downer that they’re in their hoe phase?

I tapped into something I didn’t want to see. Koo isn’t doing well and I think it’s about time for me to step in. I don’t usually document terribly negative energy but here we are.

Back to positivity. Aside from my Opp insomnia I’m doing great. On a hopeful note— my brain is overwhelmed by sleep pressure. If I can hold this feeling in and sleep at 10, I win.

Though riddle me this: is it that bad to sleep right now? At 8?

The worst thing that can happen is that I wake up in the middle of then night: refreshed. The best thing that can happen is that I sleep all night.

I’ll try it. Update later

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Later has come and it is now 1:15 AM. Instead of sleeping I sang Bts karaoke, slid through my favorite tik toks, and jammed the night away sprinkled by a tad of reading.

Insomnia effs up your sense of time. I was looking at the timeline of my posts and I kept thinking “I thought this happened ages ago”, when in reality it was only two days ago.

I can’t wait to see what it feels like to have one solid month of sleep. That is my goal above all goals. SLEEP IS KEY WHY WON’T I LISTEN BRAIN.

It’s all mindset, at least the part that one can control.

Goodnight part 2.