The vibe of my room looks so cool. I managed to transform it into a orange and red lantern lit sea port. By sea port, I mean it reminds of of Kumandra’s floating Talon region. (It’s a reference to one of my favorite movies: Raya). My room a haven that is ever changing to suit my pleasures and needs.

And I?

I am currently covered in silks and bangles and plush blankets that are fashioned out of my man Jeon Jung Kook. I’m glad my bed is so high. I’m living in comfort, and in my own element and safe haven.

Since it’s the final three days of the rabbit year celebration (according to me), I’m going all out with the red ritual. I have three lanterns ready for the sky and fire, and three lucky coins ready for the water.

How else am I celebrating other than adorning myself in red and making wishes? I am placing myself first by doing things to raise my vibration. I’m focusing on me, and that means a sabbatical from everyone except my family.

This is my final week of taking it easy. My ankle feels at a 70-80 percent functionality. I think I can work full days: meaning an extra three hours after one hour of rest. Especially if it’s a sit down sort of case. I won’t worry about it. There are other negotiable options for the future, and it’s a fluid give and take.

For now the celebrations of the black water rabbit continue!

Today (Sunday) is a lucky day and the start of the lantern festival. I prepared in advance by making three standing in-home rabbit lanterns. They were interesting mental exercises for arts and crafts!

1. Later today I will work on the airborne the lanterns: I have three. I’ll dedicate it to myself, my loved ones, and my surroundings. It sounds confusing even to me. I’ll fine tune it when I awaken.

2. Tomorrow (Monday) is the finale lantern festival. I want to release my three lanterns, but with whom? That I’ll figure out as well.

3. Tuesday I will refresh and complete my Seollal decorations, which will be put up until either March or the end of the year.

3. Wednesday is the 22nd, which marks the end of the season, and so shall I release my final rabbit wish letters. I hope I release other things of mine as well. Past things that I want to let go of.

I’d like to set my wishes free. I also want to finalize my last three rabbit cards and set those free as well.

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I think tomorrow I’ll perform an overall water cleansing and clean my room. I have to filter out snow for my snow globe. I want to read my Chinese books (fairy tales and also novels), perhaps watch an episode of a Chinese drama, nap, and flow. I’d like to eat pork belly noodles at China town tomorrow.

This week I’m going to the planetarium and also the art institute. It’ll be a new experience because I’ll be accompanied by a date. There’s also the aquarium and other museum outings in the foreseeable future.

When shall I re-enter Mikrokosmos? I don’t have a time line. I wish I could come back to it in March, which is ceremoniously fitting because it is my birth month, when the wishes come true. Wishes and all!

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As you can see I’ve set a lot of expectations of myself and my calendar. These are all flowing water plans, meaning- it’s a more soluble calendar than it is solid. I want to view it this way, so as not to be disappointed if things don’t go as planned. I’ll be surprised if it does!

Whatever happens, happens. My intentions are pure: flow, self love, wishes, celebrations, and self care.

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Lately Jung Kook has been displaying “IDGAF” vibes. He’s always had a tendency to do this: with piercings and tattoos. Now it’s letting himself go with his long shabby hair, and the fact that he does not GAF about Hybe’s rules anymore.

Jung Kook drank a lot of torso sized beers. Are you okay? Even if you are above the law (as you said with your “high status”), your brain chemicals still follow rules of nature Jung Kook. Not to sound like a nagging Nuna, but take care of yourself. Please address whatever it is that you need to address, in order to feel better. Falling asleep and doing nearly 4-hour lives (in the middle of the night) makes me wonder if you’re going through something; whether professional or more so.

Im an observant person, especially with those I care about. And these guys were tanking at one point or another. First it was Taehyung in 2020, Jimin throughout 2021, Namjoon took a spiral in 2022, and now it’s Koo that might be having a hard time. Hobi’s been spiraling since Lolapalooza. He wears his heart on his sleeve and he looks miserable and tired, almost to the brink of tears. Not to mention the drastic weight loss.

We all know about Yoongi’s shoulder. And perhaps him and Jin are the ones who hide their downs the best. Who knows. Jin did once say that he didn’t want to worry us. Now it’s Jung Kook, the carefree maknae, who might be going through a slump.

I was about to say that this tangent had nothing to do with enlightened rabbit themed post.

It’s also appropriate to recognize that life has ups and downs.

Hell, even if my life is up there’s stuff about it that’s down (health). I can’t complain because I have minimal stressors and peace. We all have our good and bad years. And we can all bounce back. I only wish that as a celebrity, things are ok with Jung Kook and the rest of the guys.

Let’s find our way to get out of the dark.

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Next year is the year of the Dragon. Park Jimin is a DRAGON irrespective of the year he was born. That’s who he is to me; he is a beautiful yellow lotus flower and a water dragon who breathes fire.

I’ve been thinking about him more and more lately. Jimin occupied my mind most of yesterday. I should be thankful to him for being the pink haired sultry light that lit up my world to BTS. They made me, and still make me happy. I can’t deny the light has dimmed a little— but that’s due to change and the natural course of nature. I’m learning to flow with it. At least I want to say that’s true.

Actually no, I’m still in denial. Back to JIMIN, thank you Jagiya. Thank you for working hard and showing the world your skill, and making millions of us happy. You are the star that shines the brightest. You work so hard and you deserve it.

I hope JIMIN is happy wherever he is. I hope we all find our happiness. Me the most. After all, LYS is the best message out there. Namjoon encourage us to use them to love ourselves. I think a large component of that is being a light to ourselves. The warm light that is comforting, the bright light that paved the way through darkness, and the generous light that gives a way to others.

You are that light for me, JIMIN. So here’s a Jiminshii line…

“I want you to be your light, baby you should be your light.” Jimin smiles as he cheers me on while I learn to ride Namjoon’s bicycle. His advice ultimately teaches me to move onward. He encourages us all to find light and happiness within ourselves. It’s a balance, yes.

So to conclude this: I’m concluding my rabbit year celebration by focusing on light. Physical light, light within myself (whatever that means). The fact that I’m confused means that it’s now time to discover my own light. I won’t do it alone. You’re my light.

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Gud night. Sleep bright. ✨⭐️✨