There was this entire Namjoon era that I was sideways aware of but completely missed, because I thought he’d dwell there for longer than half a comeback. But he didn’t. He moved on.

Meanwhile I haven’t finished listening to his tracks. I haven’t picked a song. I only barely began working on his cards. I was blue too, we were both blue for the longest time.

But he changed colors, as did I. But he was drastic! They’ve all been moving on and I’m purposely missing it because I want everything to remain the same. The tides are high and wading me red anyway.

BTS has always led the way into promoting constant change. You can always reinvent yourself, in any way you want to, and whenever you want to.

Change your style. Change your persona. Become who you want to be, for yourself. I think that’s cool. Some people change faster than others. I’m not sure what my rate is. I germinate. I shed.

Right now; I’m shedding as we speak.