It’s the head of the black water rabbit year , and I am continually called to grow by learning how to flow. Like everyone, I have varying degrees of control issues. Not just losing control, but trying to control events. Jung Kook is the most chill, and I want to embody that chill being. Inhale Jung Kook, exhale stress.

So good.

I’m waiting for my red “not ready for bed” nail polish to dry before I move on to my toesies. I also want to give myself a thorough facial, possibly try to shave my legs, and brush my hair out. I’m tempted to do a face mask, but I’m going play it by ear and see how inflamed my skin is.

I’m going to be wearing bling bling until the day ends. I’m also going to chat “just a bit” to the gentleman that I am currently going out on dates with.

Oh! I put up decorations today! My parents helped me (which I’ll be journaling throughly about) and they look cute and great.

Now the night has come. I want to read, and watch tv. I want to spend some time with my dad. I want to cuddle with my dog.

Most of all I want to go to bed early.

It is time.