12 days of rkive

I am going to audio-blog for 7 days, and not 12: because I want to rid the overtone of Christmas that has so obviously influenced the title of this blog post!

Lately I’ve been too tired to write on paper or blog through text. So I ended up doing audio recordings that I’ll upload here, for 7 days.

It’s nothing special; just a diary-like archive of my day. You might enjoy the whispering ones because it’s kind of ASMR-y. It’s also a little intimate, so I’m debating on whether to post this privately, publicly, or pw protected.

Here goes!

Day 1.

I whispered throughout this entry at 5 AM, courtesy of Insomnia

Part 1: Family, certain events, more Family

Part 1 done, part two commences:

Part 2: current paths, old paths,
and a fork in the road.

Day 2

I am no longer whispering and now you may hear the full extent of my awake-voice. Sort of.

So what happened today?

Part 1: Trolls and Princes
(plot lines woven in between)

Part 2: Cinderella’s fractured ankle, foiled plans, and anti-climactic roman-cituation

Day 3

The only event of note is that I am posting this at 1 AM, therefore breaking my sleep curfew. Way past 0:00.

PART 1: V-Live-ish attempt
to talk about my ankle + rehab

PART 2: the Non-eventful events of today.

Addendum: I forgot to write that I’m finally seeing my friends tomorrow for lunch. I’m SO HAPPY about that. I can’t recall seeing anyone of my friends since my accident. Tonight I was upset about that fact, and so I reframed my mind to look forward to tomorrow. It’ll be wonderful to see my friend, her husband, and their charming baby boy.

It’s part of my turn this all around 0:00 mindset.

Why channel the power of BTS’ 0:00?

—because I’m feeling frustrated about how the end of my year is going. I wrote down 8 things that frustrate me. Then I wrote down the 8 solutions in my next list. My answer to my frustration is to change my mindset. It’s 0:00.

Here’s a list of what I’m reframing in my head.

The song 0:00 states that there are some things that may suck in my life, but the world takes a breath at midnight and then comes a new day. A new day is a new opportunity to fulfill my life! I’m not the best at completing all life goals. Who is? Anyway, I’ll be happy if I address just one thing on this “un-frustate myself” list at least by the end of the year.

DAY 4

Part 1

Cooking with my OG daddy,
then Namjooning just like my other daddy

Part 2. dich bin erstmal fertig

Day 5

I am both Beauty and the Beast

Part 1: Tangential-time talking about my day and the days yet to come

Part deux: my afternoon of tea, “cooking like Rapmon” and reading like Belle.

And thus I leave you with my chopped tomatoes and an ending quote from my papa:
*“I’ve never seen anyone so scared of tomatoes.”*

Good day.

Day 6

Black Swan

Do my black puppet strings show? I’ll show you.

PART 1:
My platitude on -isms.
Attitude, gratitude, and ingratitude.

Trying to escape, with no avail.

Part 2

NON-gisms. PT however, went well.

As the French wouldn’t say, ttwo bayo.

Day 7

Upon this day I present to you: my fragmented blogging like my fragmented life.

Part 1: Mono-somnia continues..

Part 1: MONO-somnia

Part 2

—of my day is a monogamous monologue. I’m recording part 2 at almost 2AM, but it must be done. The Big Bang might’ve just happened to me, so listen up!