I tried to “video blog”, so that I could sleep earlier without having to take time to write down my thoughts.

Yet here we are at 0:14

I will sleep. And you’ll hear from me, about more of this.

Sleep well also dearest friend.

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20 hours later, I continue my attempt to express myself. This is in fragments due to my impatience with uploading large videos.

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That wasn’t really a conclusion, more than it was a declaration that I don’t know what to do.

What I do know, is the specific words that you speak to yourself hold the most weight. When you aren’t true to yourself, it feels like poo. So let’s all learn to listen to our inner voice, and try to align ourselves to that as much as we can.

I believe that I must first keep my word to myself; and to honor and listen to the things that I want in my heart.

Don’t feel so bad.