I do have lucky girl syndrome and I finally get what it means to manifest (combined with being a good person). I secured VIP SOUND CHECK SEND OFF tickets to Hobi’s concert. I didn’t expect to be center nearly front row! BOTH days he was here. And then Barricade! I didn’t expect to be barricade… Read more

Let me tell you that my vacation trip to Dallas Texas to see Seokjin perform his Run Seokjin concert was a complete success. In short: absolutely everything went smooth like butter! I want to write about it in detail but I feel like I’ll never really forget about it. Time slowed down and we got… Read more

A year ago I wrote about how I suddenly have so much space in my soul, in my body, and in my consciousness. It’s a vast space and I knew it would be filled with new people, places, experiences that are elevated and better. So why is my vibe so low? Why has summer felt… Read more

I fell asleep early last night and so I woke up early today. Yesterday I was at the k-mart, so I had chestnuts and barley tea for breakfast. After breakfast I decided to play games on my phone. I played a few rounds of In the Seom and I hacked the game! The key is… Read more

I know the guys would be SO proud of me. They’re coming back to a healthier, happier, more stable, plus-time working, on-time sleeping, peaceful, puja breathing, early riser me. I’m thriving! In every sense of the word I’m thriving. I’m breaking down the barriers at work, learning, and racking up Benjamin’s. I’m taking showers with… Read more

I unexpectedly bought a lot of items for my nightly puja. These included: This year I have curated my high quality products. I don’t slather absolutely everything on my face or body. I have a few things that I do to take care of my skin, hair, teeth, nails, and eyes. Now the inner work… Read more

I just remember that one time a few weeks ago, getting sick and feeling myself start slipping health wise…but I dragged myself to worship service even with all my symptoms flaring (my face was swollen omg) and in just one day I felt better. I haven’t felt bad since then. I’ve been clinging to that… Read more