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Bad Habits. Big Hit. Besides my occasional sparks of selfishness, I don’t really have a dark side. That’s not to say that hasn’t always been true. The dark used to be not so good. I’m glad I’m over that. These days my “bad” habits is overspending and, overspending. No other vices. Big Hit takes all… Read more

For the past five or so years I have been on a rollercoaster ride when it comes to sleep. I wasn’t sleeping at all, then I was sleeping too much. And here I am, powerless against insomnia. My inability/ lack of willpower to sleep has plagued me all year. It’s caused so many physical headaches… Read more

The other day I saw the movie “Everything, everywhere all at once.” It’s about the concept of parallel universes where many versions of you exist. These versions live totally different lives under the assumption that you made choices different from your own, right now. In the movie the protagonist’s “Alpha-verse” life showed her version as… Read more

There are a few things I wonder When will it rain? When will I get out of debt? It’ll be a while. I’ve been hustling so much over the last month. I’ve started really feeling a mixture of burn out and the Blue. It’s partly my carb rich diet too. These days I drown myself… Read more

What in the actual FUG. That’s what I usually say when I come home overwhelmed. It wasn’t that bad today. Honestly I was on top of it at work. It’s just my hormones or some other random chemical is wreaking havoc on my emotions. There’s absolutely no reason to feel upset and yet I had… Read more

Do you ever go outside and think to yourself “wow I haven’t been living”? It happened today. I went outside to pick up my delivery and the summer wind swept through me. I looked up and watched it move through the trees and sway the leaves to and fro. And I’m like damn…I’ve been in… Read more

So my last post was about identity and I’m extending it to talk about my experience with nationalism. What is a ‘homeland”? I was born in another country and immigrated here when I was four years old. I basically grew up in here, and yet I don’t fully identify this place as my ‘homeland’. But… Read more