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I was in the middle of doing my 3, 6, 9 affirmations when I stepped back and read what I was writing. I’ve said before that words can be magic. I believe it. On a physical plane, words are written to memorize lyrics, write laws, document history, explain the roles of a job, educate people… Read more

Preface: this is a banal post that you should probably dismiss. Do you know that one poem that Edgar Alan Poe wrote when he was going crazy over a noise? Yes, that’s been me for the past half hour. I was ready to get into bed at an insomnia-approved hour when this squeaking noise began.… Read more

Hello yellow blossomed flower. You are the dearest cherry blossom of my heart. And my constant lily in the rain. I love you in the quiet of the night. When I breathe deeply, it’s because I want to breathe in our memories together. When I wrap my legs around my pillow it’s because I miss… Read more

42 must mean something special, because it’s been 42 days since I’ve been injured and I have another 42 days until I return to the working class. I really wanted to go back to work early because I need (need need) the money. But there are other things that I need, need, need to resolve:… Read more

Doesn’t it feel like a wonderful thing? By that I mean, taking a pen and paper and actually writing to someone feels wonderful. I think it feels like the most wonderful thing to take a pen and physically write a note someone. Who writes love letters these days? I do. And I will continue. I… Read more

How is it December 4 already? I flew into my hometown and saw all the Christmas lights. My Thanksgiving was an alternative holiday (we flew to Vegas and ate cheap mall food), so perhaps that threw off my sense of time. No turkey, no Black Friday. Just sleep and dealing with the pain in my… Read more

What the hell is this Blue that’s trying to take over me? It’s like a creeping shadow that has the urge to overtake me again. And for no good reason at all. (Not that I want to give it ‘a reason’. My life is fine thank you). Could it be my brain chemicals doing the… Read more