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Fuck that. And fuck my mindset that I need to personally search for someone. I’m the damn flower here! And I’m done with my pick-me pebbling gift giving attitude. I don’t chase, I attract. And I know who I want, and what kind of person I want and deserve. Mikrokosmos didn’t raise no B. Namjoon,… Read more

I just realized that this is the year of the dragon. I’ve been in a dragon pit. First the great doom, then being pushed into a whirlwind. It’s august 15, and I’m only now truly finding peace. I realize there’s so much to do! I have language classes, music lessons, vocal practice, painting, crochet, embroidering,… Read more

I rarely acknowledge my own biological age but here is a review of the 1999 movie; cruel intentions. I was a little kid when it first came out and I thought they were so cool and complicated. I just watched this as a woman in her 30s. Boy was it shallow. But maybe it’s meant… Read more

Time is priceless, time is money, time can be spent well or wasted. Time moves forward whether you decide to spend it or waste it. This is the life long lesson that until now I see that I struggle with. It isn’t just my illness placing a veil over my sense of time. It’s also… Read more

I wish I could turn back time. Jimin Park is responsible for the three plus years (almost four) of my direct happiness. I was introduced to BTS because of his pure talent and stage presence. After JIMIN I began to know everyone too, on a more intimate level. I decided who I liked, who I… Read more

People think he has depression. I don’t know if he does, or if it’s anxiety. Anyway he’s my main image here because well, it’s a Segway into my commentary about The Forces of Nature. Mind, Soul, and Body. Mind Back in 2020 I had an experience of feeling like I wasn’t breathing enough oxygen. I… Read more